Tuesday, March 04, 2008

it smells like garlic bread...not really sure why

I'm finally ready to start posting in here again. I guess there was really no reason for me to stop in the first place, but it just felt like i needed a break in lieu of ....things. So here I am again, friends.

I've been feeling sick all day, which started out actually last night when i a really bad headache started and the Advil i took never kicked in... then I woke up early today to do all my Spanish homework and ended up sleeping the rest of the day in because i felt so awful. I should probably be laying down again instead of sitting here in front of the computer. Oh well, c'est la vie.

Maybe it's from stress, seeing as this weekend was legit the ultimate FAIL of life. I didn't go to Club NME on Thursday night as i'd promised Samantha and Sarah since my stupid video project wasn't transferring to the tape all 50 times I tried. Then on Friday night I planned to hit up Stolen Transmission with a group of friends, but we ended up getting split up because of taxis and then some of them were carded and couldn't get in. It was a pretty quiet night anyway, so some of them wanted to go to a party at a dorm (which ended up being cancelled). We left around 2ish and went to Yaffa Cafe on St. Marks. LOVE. Saturday was just the ultimate trainwreck of a night that I'm not going to bother talking about, but i will say I ate some pretty good sushi that night.

The past two days caused me a lot more stress than was necessary. The second phase of applying for housing started yesterday, and a friend I was supposed to live with has just been a heinous bitch about the entire thing. I'm not going to get into technicalities because it's confusing as is, but I basically decided that I'm not going to live in the same suite as her next year. I've noticed recently that she's kind of subtly mean and catty towards me, and that makes me really sad. She has also blamed me in situations where I shouldn't have been singled out, or blame shouldn't have been appointed at all. I've never considered myself a pushover, but maybe I am in this case. It's probably because we spend so much time together, which I decided last night needs to stop right now. She just makes me so sad and aggravates me so, and I don't think it's fair for a friend to do that to another friend constantly.

Everyone else has been surprisingly awesome about the situation, though. I'm very relieved now that I chose to live with my roomie/suitemate again next year. Our only problems have been cleanliness thus far, but I think next year we'll be able to work out a cleaning schedule... plus, the dorm we want has dishwashers. HUZZAH. And this weekend should be considerably more awesome-filled since Court is coming on Thursday and Friday! Cross my heart and hope to die I'm going to NME...and Stolen Transmission, of course.

Other things new with life i guess:
- I started writing a song. I've got the intro/bridge but the rest still needs to work itself out.
- I'm half a season away from having seen all Arrested Development episodes. Kind of depressing!
- On the subject of TV, I've been suckered into The Office. What I'd give to date Jim Halpert....
- I'm truly horrible at getting over people, in both a romantic and non-romantic way.
- I've lost over 5lbs on my new diet! Suhweeeetness.

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